urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic and nobody cares a______pathetic 2006-11-07T22:06:14Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:15150 2006-11-07T22:06:14Z 2006-11-07T22:06:14Z Success has its price <br />And can you hear me now <br />That I'm dumbing myself down? <br />Is it filling you with doubt <br />That I am who you thought? <br /><br />I know it's just a game <br />But I'm playing it to win <br />I won't forget from where I came <br />But it's time to take over <br />Oh yeah <br /><br />And can you hear me now <br />Someone save me from the sound <br />Of my own voice <br />Can't you tell <br />That I sound like I'm dying? <br />Oh yeah <br /><br />I'm tired of waiting <br />Yeah, I'm tired of waiting <br />I'm tired of being <br />The poor, cliche, misunderstood <br /><br />Tired of waiting <br />Yeah, I'm tired of waiting <br />It's time to get <b>faded </b><br />Because I can't think anymore urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:14867 2006-10-03T09:34:16Z 2006-10-03T09:34:16Z this is something i posted on my hiplog a while ago<br />i totally had forgoten about it, but i was going through it and the entry caught my attention<br />i really like it for some reason<br />and if you dont<br />suck it<br />lol<br /><br /><br />Friday night <br />Alone <br />Drinking starbuck tea<br />Reading <br />Life <br />Growing <br />Hurting <br />Loving <br />Pain <br />Drugs <br />Alcohol <br />Boys <br />Girls <br />Hapiness <br />Fake or real<br />At least its something <br /><br /><br />eww im angsty stfu urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:14709 2006-09-14T22:47:19Z 2006-09-14T22:47:19Z boredom....party of 1 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:13686 2006-07-09T08:40:40Z 2006-07-09T08:40:40Z <center><font size="24">brand</font>fucking<font size="24">new</font><br />says it best<br /><i>I'm gonna stay eighteen forever <br />So we can stay like this forever <br />And we'll never miss a party <br />cause we keep them going constantly <br />And we'll never have to listen <br />to anyone about anything<br />cause it's all been done and it's all been said <br />we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get </i><br /><br />ahh that show was life changing<br />we were on the bar bitches</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:13519 2006-07-06T01:59:41Z 2006-07-06T01:59:41Z and since ive picked up that horrible habit of posting song lyrics<br /><br /><br /><br />What do you think inside your head ..I wanna know.<br />So you think that this could end up breaking you.<br /><br />Your life is a timebomb set to explode. You talk out your ass and everyone knows.<br />For once you should listen or care what I think or I'll be gone before you can blink.<br /><br />Everyone's told you over and over again...You're making the biggest mistake of your life.<br />Everyone's told you...Everyone you left behind<br />"You're making the biggest mistake of your life."<br /><br />Everyone knows that your afraid of missing out.<br />And I know that it's hard for you to swallow down a world you created set to explode .<br />You lie through your teeth and everyone knows. For once you should take what I'm willing to give or you'll stay stuck in the web that your trapped in.<br /><br />song lyrics thanks to stephanie mitchel and nfg &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:12859 2006-06-24T22:56:44Z 2006-06-24T22:56:44Z Open up your music player (iTunes, ect.), and put it on random. For whichever 10 songs come on, write what that song or band either reminds you of or means to you. No skipping<br /><br />nightmare of you - why am i always right<br />this reminds me when steph and me were sitting in her living room watching fuse and they were on it, and we were like oo they are cute we should get their cd, and then we actually listened to them and they were really good, so we went out and bought their cd for real<br /><br />ashley simpson - L.O.V.E<br />driving around with naomi and rachel and pulling up to the library parking lot and singing that song at the top of our lungs<br /><br />normal like you - who's trophy<br />the shows at backside records<br /><br />saves the day - anywhere with you<br />this remings me of the std show i went to and left early because last time i saw them they played all of their new stuff which i dont like so much, only later to find out from nathan that they played mostly old stuff and i was a douche for leacing<br /><br />the bled - sounds of sulfur<br />getting stranded at the scv mall and nick haivng to drive us to stephs house and my dad called and nick kept blasting the music so i couldnt hear and it really pissed off my dad<br /><br />matchbook romance - my eyes burn<br />we dont really talk about it, lets just say its on my soundtrack when im feeling down<br /><br />jamisonparker - paper rocks scissors<br />beth coloring in the bow on my poster so that the girl that was all beaten up was a boy<br /><br />clap your hands say yeah - upon this tidal wave of young blood<br />o god, its not much this song but this bang pretty much lead the soundtrack to my winter break<br />all those amazing nights spent in the parking lot of a library or driving around aimlessly with nothing to do<br /><br />bloc party - this modern love<br />club bang<br />enough said<br /><br />motion city soundtrack - lets get fucked up and die<br />um pretty much any party ive ever gone too urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:12696 2006-06-24T22:23:25Z 2006-06-24T22:23:25Z the problem with love, is that it lives in a book now<br />The problem with drugs is that their too fucking good now<br />The problem with logic is theres too many loopholes<br />And the problem with truth is that its usually brutal<br />The problem is I can't trust most of what I see<br />So fuck it all the problems of life must be me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:12354 2006-06-24T00:28:47Z 2006-06-24T00:28:47Z im tired of having nothing of substance to say<br />when did i become so frivolous?<br />i long to be an intellect, yet i dont even try to pick up a book <br />i need change urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:12238 2006-06-23T17:37:58Z 2006-06-23T17:37:58Z This is the sound that sparks the fire. <br />Live tonight for liars urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:11980 2006-06-21T18:22:31Z 2006-06-21T18:22:31Z what an unlikely chain of events that unfolded last night... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:11608 2006-06-11T21:40:13Z 2006-06-11T21:40:13Z <b>shopping list</b><br />beach cruiser biclycle - for summertime transportation and cool factor<br />portable keyboard - make jam sessions even more amazing then before, which is nearly impossible urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:10700 2006-04-26T20:28:51Z 2006-04-26T20:28:51Z i hate how its easier to just give up then try really hard and then find out you arent good enough urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:10414 2006-04-10T17:42:14Z 2006-04-10T17:42:14Z I PASSED<br />holyfuckingshitipassed<br />nicole is now a licensed driver urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:10151 2006-04-10T06:25:42Z 2006-04-10T06:25:42Z die<br />nervousness<br />die urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:9870 2006-04-08T06:39:07Z 2006-04-08T06:39:07Z go nicole way to be a fuck up again<br />sorry i can be such a shitty friend<br />and person all together urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:9491 2006-04-01T21:02:44Z 2006-04-01T22:52:38Z Fighting to keep this alive <br />Constantly fighting to keep myself going <br />Dear friend, I haven't the slightest desire <br />To help keep you going <br /><br />Keep to myself all the time <br />(Kid it's better that way) <br />Try to avoid all the lines <br />(But I can't have you stay) <br />And the things that they say <br />Fighting to keep this alive <br />(Kid it's better that way) <br />Constantly fighting to keep myself going <br />(But I can't have you stay) <br /><br />Please don't run from your problems <br />You can't keep running, there's no place to go<br /><br />As you escape from your life <br />This house becomes hollow <br />And all we can do is just wait <br />Sit here and wait for this train to arrive <br />I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes <br />Constantly giving into these moments <br />That just bring me down <br />Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around <br /><br /><b>Keeping to yourself is no way to live your life <br />You can't fight what's coming <br />And all that you can do is sit back and realize, we'll be there </b><br />Cause you keep waiting for someone to save you <br />Embrace you and take you away, far away <br />Take you so far from this place <br /><br />Running away, so far away <br />Running away, so far away <br />I can't stay, I can't stay with you here <br />I can't stay, I can't stay with you here <br /><br />As you escape from your life <br />This house becomes hollow <br />And all we can do is just wait <br />Sit here and wait for this train to arrive <br />I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes <br />Constantly giving into these moments <br />That just bring me down <br />Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:9365 2006-04-01T10:22:19Z 2006-04-01T10:22:19Z omg i got into a car accident<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />haha april fools!!!&lt;234 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:8827 2006-03-27T22:59:19Z 2006-03-27T22:59:19Z ummmm so if i could stop being sick that would be wonderful<br />kthanksbye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:8476 2006-03-12T09:57:55Z 2006-03-12T09:57:55Z what the fuck is going on!?!?!?!?! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:8409 2006-03-08T22:03:48Z 2006-03-08T22:03:48Z Put your music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. it doesn't really make sense at times, but some answers you come up with will freak you out.<br /><br />1. What's my mood like right now?<br />Live At The Apocalypse Cabaret - The Blood Brothers<br /><br />2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?<br />Three AM Delirium - Tragedy Andy<br /><br />3. What kind of person am I?<br />What Went Wrong – saves the day<br /><br />4. Am I loved?<br />Dreaming a Reality – senses fail<br /><br />5. How can I achieve my highest potential?<br />More Than Local Boys – the matches<br /><br />6. What should I do with my life?<br />There Cannot Be A Close Second – Copeland<br /><br />7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?<br />Resolution – motion city soundtrack<br /><br />8. What is my best quality?<br />Cocain In My Brain- the dillenger escape plan<br />aahahahaha<br /><br />9. How does my sex life look?<br />Into The Dark – the Juliana theory<br /><br />10. What's the meaning of life?<br />Bridge And Tunnel- honorary title<br /><br />11. What do people think of me?<br />Saturday Night - lbc<br /><br />12. Would I make a good catch?<br />Romeo A Go-Go – every time I die<br /><br />13. How crazy am I?<br />Featuring Some Of Your Favorite Words - fftl<br />14. Will I have a good life in general?<br />In Fear And Faith – circa cirvive<br /><br />15. Can (insert YOUR name here) ever really love me?<br />A Song For A Broken Heart - A Static Lullaby<br /><br />16. Can me and (insert YOUR name here) ever be more than friends?<br />As Your Ghost Takes Flight - Saves The Day<br /><br />17. What's going to happen to me this week?<br />Dying – boys night out<br /><br />18. Where will I be a year from now?<br />The War (Piano Version) – melee<br /><br />19. What is my biggest wish?<br />Don't Call Me Peanut – bayside<br /><br />20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?<br />Mirror, Mirror look what I did<br /><br />21. How will I die?<br />Burning House - despistado<br /><br />22. What will happen after I die?<br />Hysteria – muse<br /><br />23. How do my friends feel about me?<br />Hello, I Love You – the doors urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:7978 2006-02-24T21:21:37Z 2006-02-24T21:21:37Z last night<br />crazy to say the least<br />didnt get in....who does that<br />and since when am i designated driver, o dang<br />go me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:7686 2006-01-11T08:23:43Z 2006-01-11T08:23:43Z "Oh, I'll get by with a little help from my <b>friends </b><br />Yes, I'll get <b>high</b> with a little help from my <b>friends </b><br />I'm gonna <i>try</i> with a little help from my <b>friends </b>" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:7540 2006-01-07T21:55:29Z 2006-01-07T21:55:29Z last night was amazing<br />and crazy<br />and i love steph and mitch and naomi and rachel and kana<br />and amy should of been there<br />and thats all i have to say urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:6970 2006-01-03T08:56:43Z 2006-01-03T08:56:43Z pretty pretty princess- the drinking game is the bessssssst game everrrrrrrrrrr urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:a______pathetic:6754 2005-12-26T03:07:41Z 2005-12-26T03:07:41Z merry freaking xmas<br />im bored out of my mind<br />but visiting family is always nice right?