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Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
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Success has its price
And can you hear me now
That I'm dumbing myself down?
Is it filling you with doubt
That I am who you thought?
I know it's just a game
But I'm playing it to win
I won't forget from where I came
But it's time to take over
Oh yeah
And can you hear me now
Someone save me from the sound
Of my own voice
Can't you tell
That I sound like I'm dying?
Oh yeah
I'm tired of waiting
Yeah, I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of being
The poor, cliche, misunderstood
Tired of waiting
Yeah, I'm tired of waiting
It's time to get faded
Because I can't think anymore
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Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006
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this is something i posted on my hiplog a while ago
i totally had forgoten about it, but i was going through it and the entry caught my attention
i really like it for some reason
and if you dont
suck it
lol
Friday night
Alone
Drinking starbuck tea
Reading
Life
Growing
Hurting
Loving
Pain
Drugs
Alcohol
Boys
Girls
Hapiness
Fake or real
At least its something
eww im angsty stfu
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Thursday, September 14th, 2006
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brandfuckingnew
says it best
I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get
ahh that show was life changing
we were on the bar bitches
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Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
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and since ive picked up that horrible habit of posting song lyrics
What do you think inside your head ..I wanna know.
So you think that this could end up breaking you.
Your life is a timebomb set to explode. You talk out your ass and everyone knows.
For once you should listen or care what I think or I'll be gone before you can blink.
Everyone's told you over and over again...You're making the biggest mistake of your life.
Everyone's told you...Everyone you left behind
"You're making the biggest mistake of your life."
Everyone knows that your afraid of missing out.
And I know that it's hard for you to swallow down a world you created set to explode .
You lie through your teeth and everyone knows. For once you should take what I'm willing to give or you'll stay stuck in the web that your trapped in.
song lyrics thanks to stephanie mitchel and nfg <3
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Saturday, June 24th, 2006
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Open up your music player (iTunes, ect.), and put it on random. For whichever 10 songs come on, write what that song or band either reminds you of or means to you. No skipping
nightmare of you - why am i always right
this reminds me when steph and me were sitting in her living room watching fuse and they were on it, and we were like oo they are cute we should get their cd, and then we actually listened to them and they were really good, so we went out and bought their cd for real
ashley simpson - L.O.V.E
driving around with naomi and rachel and pulling up to the library parking lot and singing that song at the top of our lungs
normal like you - who's trophy
the shows at backside records
saves the day - anywhere with you
this remings me of the std show i went to and left early because last time i saw them they played all of their new stuff which i dont like so much, only later to find out from nathan that they played mostly old stuff and i was a douche for leacing
the bled - sounds of sulfur
getting stranded at the scv mall and nick haivng to drive us to stephs house and my dad called and nick kept blasting the music so i couldnt hear and it really pissed off my dad
matchbook romance - my eyes burn
we dont really talk about it, lets just say its on my soundtrack when im feeling down
jamisonparker - paper rocks scissors
beth coloring in the bow on my poster so that the girl that was all beaten up was a boy
clap your hands say yeah - upon this tidal wave of young blood
o god, its not much this song but this bang pretty much lead the soundtrack to my winter break
all those amazing nights spent in the parking lot of a library or driving around aimlessly with nothing to do
bloc party - this modern love
club bang
enough said
motion city soundtrack - lets get fucked up and die
um pretty much any party ive ever gone too
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the problem with love, is that it lives in a book now
The problem with drugs is that their too fucking good now
The problem with logic is theres too many loopholes
And the problem with truth is that its usually brutal
The problem is I can't trust most of what I see
So fuck it all the problems of life must be me
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im tired of having nothing of substance to say
when did i become so frivolous?
i long to be an intellect, yet i dont even try to pick up a book
i need change
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This is the sound that sparks the fire.
Live tonight for liars
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Wednesday, June 21st, 2006
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what an unlikely chain of events that unfolded last night...
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shopping list
beach cruiser biclycle - for summertime transportation and cool factor
portable keyboard - make jam sessions even more amazing then before, which is nearly impossible
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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
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i hate how its easier to just give up then try really hard and then find out you arent good enough
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I PASSED
holyfuckingshitipassed
nicole is now a licensed driver
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go nicole way to be a fuck up again
sorry i can be such a shitty friend
and person all together
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Saturday, April 1st, 2006
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Fighting to keep this alive
Constantly fighting to keep myself going
Dear friend, I haven't the slightest desire
To help keep you going
Keep to myself all the time
(Kid it's better that way)
Try to avoid all the lines
(But I can't have you stay)
And the things that they say
Fighting to keep this alive
(Kid it's better that way)
Constantly fighting to keep myself going
(But I can't have you stay)
Please don't run from your problems
You can't keep running, there's no place to go
As you escape from your life
This house becomes hollow
And all we can do is just wait
Sit here and wait for this train to arrive
I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes
Constantly giving into these moments
That just bring me down
Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around
Keeping to yourself is no way to live your life
You can't fight what's coming
And all that you can do is sit back and realize, we'll be there
Cause you keep waiting for someone to save you
Embrace you and take you away, far away
Take you so far from this place
Running away, so far away
Running away, so far away
I can't stay, I can't stay with you here
I can't stay, I can't stay with you here
As you escape from your life
This house becomes hollow
And all we can do is just wait
Sit here and wait for this train to arrive
I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes
Constantly giving into these moments
That just bring me down
Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around
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omg i got into a car accident
haha april fools!!!<234
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ummmm so if i could stop being sick that would be wonderful
kthanksbye
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what the fuck is going on!?!?!?!?!
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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
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Put your music library on shuffle and answer the questions with songs in the order they come up. it doesn't really make sense at times, but some answers you come up with will freak you out.
1. What's my mood like right now?
Live At The Apocalypse Cabaret - The Blood Brothers
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Three AM Delirium - Tragedy Andy
3. What kind of person am I?
What Went Wrong – saves the day
4. Am I loved?
Dreaming a Reality – senses fail
5. How can I achieve my highest potential?
More Than Local Boys – the matches
6. What should I do with my life?
There Cannot Be A Close Second – Copeland
7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?
Resolution – motion city soundtrack
8. What is my best quality?
Cocain In My Brain- the dillenger escape plan
aahahahaha
9. How does my sex life look?
Into The Dark – the Juliana theory
10. What's the meaning of life?
Bridge And Tunnel- honorary title
11. What do people think of me?
Saturday Night - lbc
12. Would I make a good catch?
Romeo A Go-Go – every time I die
13. How crazy am I?
Featuring Some Of Your Favorite Words - fftl
14. Will I have a good life in general?
In Fear And Faith – circa cirvive
15. Can (insert YOUR name here) ever really love me?
A Song For A Broken Heart - A Static Lullaby
16. Can me and (insert YOUR name here) ever be more than friends?
As Your Ghost Takes Flight - Saves The Day
17. What's going to happen to me this week?
Dying – boys night out
18. Where will I be a year from now?
The War (Piano Version) – melee
19. What is my biggest wish?
Don't Call Me Peanut – bayside
20. What is the love of my life doing at this very moment?
Mirror, Mirror look what I did
21. How will I die?
Burning House - despistado
22. What will happen after I die?
Hysteria – muse
23. How do my friends feel about me?
Hello, I Love You – the doors
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